i would, i could, if it'd do me any good.

i would love you

i would quit smoking

i would move in with you

i would help you channel your energies

i would kiss you everyday

i would want you to hold me at night

i would understand

i would want your help to remove my demons

i would kiss you with tounge

i would be there for you

i would remember that you always want the last bit of my food

i would play your games

i would get lost in your eyes

i would change

i would be better for you

i would be the love of your life

i would, i could, if it'd do me any good ..

Guardian Angel

she sat up in her bed, sweat on her forehead. another dream.
the same dream that had haunted her for weeks now.
she breathed and tried to calm herself.
it wasn't a bad dream, but it was so vivid she had trouble knowing when the dream had ended.
she was so sure it was real. she put a cold hand on her face and closed her eyes.
oh how she wished it would be true.
she pushed herself of the bed and went to sit in the window sill.
there was nothing in the darkness outside,
but she lingered there a long time before she finally tired and went back to bed.
still not knowing what she was searching for.
~

she started and looked up to see who or what she had run into and was suddenly caught.
not by anything psysically,
but she found herself mesmerized by a beautiful pale blue colour radiating from a pair of eyes,
even though she wasn't sure at first that they were eyes. 
they glowed in such a way that it took her a second to place them on the face of a beautiful blonde, pale boy.
she immediately blushed and scrambled to get her stuff back into her bag.
he bent down in front of her and handed her her calender,
she looked up at him again only to realize to late it was a mistake.
his eyes held her hostage as he spoke: "don't worry about it, in a hurry?"
it took her a second to answer: "yeah, i overslept".
she tried awkwardly to get on her feet and must have seemed a bit of balance,
cus' he took her hand and pulled her to a stand. "yeah that happens" he said and smiled for the first time.
her heart stood still for a second but it was enough for her to feel dizzy,
but oddly not in a bad way. she closed her eyes to gain some focus and to avoid his tender eyes.
"i .. um.. i hope your ok, i have a train to catch" she pointed in direction of the platform.
she had to force herself to keep her eyes of his eyes while looking at him to say a polite goodbye,
her eyes wanted to find his and be mesmerized, but she had to keep her cool,
and whatever dignity she had left. "sure", he smiled and noticed she wasn't making eyecontact anymore,
"have a nice day then" he breathed and smiled a brilliant white smile that took her breath away.
she inhaled deeply as soon as she could only to realize his breath was in the air and it startled her a bit.
his breath actually left a taste in the air. almost sweet.
she shook it of and smiled halfheartedly at him before running to catch her train.
as soon as the doors closed behind her she slid down in a seat and put her head between her knees.
people around her looked at her nervously as if they were worried she might be sick,
but she could have told them that that was far from how she felt.
she grinned silently to herself. what was that? she wanted to ask, but who was there to ask.
~
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